So here I sit again, telling myself that I cant do this.   Because no matter what I do I feel like every little bit is useless   I can’t ever seem to face you and look you in the eye.   Sometimes I dream you’re there, but when I wake up…I realize   You’re not going to be there when I open up my eyes.      I guess I know that I’m just a nobody.   Nothing I ever want is the thing I end up with.   I keep getting afraid that you’ll never notice me.   And I keep backing down…why can’t I just face this?      The voices in my head keep telling me to give up on you,   But I keep turning back, I don’t know what to do.   Maybe I’m just wanting so much more than is my right.   But I don’t care, but still I wonder why…   I can never get this image out of my head      I guess I know that I’m just a nobody   Nothing I ever want is the thing I end up with.   I keep getting afraid that you’ll never notice me.   And I keep backing down…why can’t I face my fears?      ALL THIS CONFUSION…DRIVING INSANITY TO MY CORE.   I LET IT ALL IN…AND IT HURTS ME SOME MORE.   I FEEL THE RAIN ON MY FACE…AS IT FALLS FROM THE DARK SKIES.   I KEEP WALKING ALONE…ON THIS EMPTY…NIGHT!