This is not a test, not a test   There can't be any secrets   Do you think that I can see you?   I know it's late   I need you      To open my chest, my chest   Fix whatever you need to be fixed   So long as I can hold you   Breathe in rhythm with you   It's all that I've waited for      This is payback for all of the words   That never meant enough to keep me concerned   Every homesick letter   That never had the strength to find your door      This is just enough to keep me concerned   With every hope I had that you would return   And now I've learned that you've become   Everything I've once hated   That I still depend on      This is torturous, torturous   So close I can feel your touch   I'd be patient, but I lust for you   I'll do anything you want me to      I'll be the best chance you take   Lost in the rhythm our bodies make   Girl, you know I lust for you   I'll do anything you want me to   It's all that I've waited for      This is payback for all of the words   That never meant enough to keep me concerned   Every homesick letter   That never had the strength to find your door      This is just enough to keep me concerned   With every hope I had that you would return   And now I've learned that you've become   Everything I've once hated   That I still depend on      And if all I can do   Is just sit and wait for you   Then I guess I'll just be waiting till the end   Oh, I guess I'll just be waiting till the end