blast it you can't outlast it   and if you ever got what you asked for   you'd never be able to have it   run run run run run   I can't run past this   you can only wrench yourself free   if I swallow the abuse you give me   if I suck it up   I'll keep coming back for more    until the glamour is over   and your ghost has found it's way    into my dreams   but none of this is lost on you   the irony I mean?   the bully plays the fool   and I don't know what to do   but seemingly you've an excuse for everything   isn't that how it goes?   how to clean the blood out of the sheets   how to get the stain of you out of me   I know I know I know I'll never know   first time last time. come again.   I'll be right behind   if I aim I promise I won't miss   but if I hit the target do I get my wish?   well if you dive in with both feet first   you have to want to swim   but if your heart's not in it   why put me through it again?   you saved yourself by making me pay   for the mistakes we both have made   I never wanted this to be a contest   and I never wanted to win   it didn't make me laugh the first time   if this is your idea of a joke   I don't want it   if you eat your words i hope we both fucking choke   how to clean the blood out of the sheets   how to get the stain of you out of me   first time. last time. come again.   I'll be right behind I'll be right behind   hope against hope. yes I will. no I won't.   hope against hope against... yes I will. no I won't.