Silently obsessing   Over the upsetting   Words to come   Forgive me tonight      I picked out a corner   I feel the sweat pouring   My chest gets tight   As we sit down to dine      We toast   Compose      Pushed away the flowers   And looked into those soaring eyes   Those sorry eyes begin      Lean in to fire   We fought loud   We fight loud   Built up inside us   We hold out   We held out   Lean in to fire   We fought loud   We fight loud   Built up inside us   We hold out   We held out   (Oh, oh, oh, oh)   (Oh, oh, oh, oh)   (oh, oh, oh, oh) Forcing out the silence   (Oh, oh, oh, oh)      I'll make up for what's happening   I'll make up for what's going to be   I'll make it up      At 17 I woke and I left behind   All traces of my springtide life   At 17 times were rough, but I won't deny   I still haven't tried to begin to recover   That 17th summer was the best I'd remember   Cause after that summer I'd never recover   That 17th summer was the best I'd remember   Cause after that summer I'd never recover      Lean in to fire   We fought loud   We fight loud   Built up inside us   We hold out   We held out   Lean in to fire   We fought loud   We fight loud   Built up inside us   We hold out   We held out   (Oh, oh, oh, oh)   (Oh, oh, oh, oh)   (oh, oh, oh, oh) Forcing out the silence   (Oh, oh, oh, oh)      Try, you wanted to find something inside   I won't deny holding up lights in front of my eyes   I never disowned you, not in my life      Try, you wanted to find something inside   I won't deny holding up lights in front of my eyes   I never disowned you, not in my life