I was feeling awful   And I had too much to drink   And I could only get a bit better   If I just knew what to think      I wanted to caress you   And to hold you in my arms   I wanted you to touch me   While you strangle me with charms      Raise your glass for love   For Julian      I took you to my bedroom   With just one thing to do   And only seconds later   You were me and I was you      And in silence there together   With the moon ?? that ??   My mother woke me up   And asked me whether I was fine      This one goes out to you   My Julian      You were too beautiful to look at   And to talk with far too kind   So all that's left is a picture of you   Scratched, inside my mind      Raise your glass for love   For Julian   My Julian