All alone in the broadening skies   Under the every night I will lie   Scratching claw and grip the rails   Every day is my living hell      Oh God you know I've tried   I know how hard I tried   and oh I tried   Ooh      Hey I'd like to daze away to a   Place like no one has known   In a state of mind I could call mine   That only I could own      Where I could hum a tune anytime I choose   And then there is no such thing as time   Where I can feel no pain just calm and sane   What a place for one to find      Now you see I'm watching everything I do   And they're watching everything I say   So they will leave me be   Whoa, leave me be   Why am I even here?      I wonder   You leave me wondering   You leave me wondering      Won't you stop watching me   I said they're watching me, watching me, watching me      Now in my corner I got the ceiling in my eyes   Arms holding up my knees   And rocking back and forth my life   I didn't mean to feel this way   When I walked into the door, Lord      Then they ripped away my memories   And I cant remember who I was before.   Now they're watching everything I do   And they're watching everything I say   So they will leave me be   Whoa, leave me be      And I only wanted to be 16   And free      And I wonder