in a way,    faith means can not   be refuted because can not be   proven   and hope is just mostly a process   freedoms permatered, hurries   contrived, loves   lost accounted for, a cross   with my name on it   each of our needs reflected compound   our need of each reflected   and dont you   know how, havent i   shown you how   funny i can be?   pontential and tension are only processes,   like unemasculation or remasculation   each of our needs reflected    compound   our need of each reflected   lets drink to betray   my senses whove betrayed my    own trust so many times before   (not drinking to forget, but drinking to remember-my distance from my senses   treats each one, each to its own sweet memories.)