I'm letting go   To see if you'll hold on to me   I'm in doubt   Of what is thought and what is real      In our room   Between the shapes I thought I knew   A guillotine   A pillow with feathers like snow      I've come   To a listening post beyond your lines   I'm all ears   To gather clues and look for signs      But I can't hear   The song you sing while you try to soothe   Why are you whispering   While the bombs are falling?      Go easy on me   I can't help what I'm doing   Go easy on me   Oh, I can't help what I'm doing      Hello again   I buried you, where have you been?   My renegade   You came back from the labyrinth      Unlike me   You've looked for things that could be found   And the thread   That guides through black times      Go easy on me   I can't help what I'm doing   Go easy on me   Oh, I can't help what I'm doing      When thoughts   Had outnumbered spoken words   In the early hours   We failed to establish   Who was hurt   Most