Not now. Not ever.   Now's not forever.      Smoke and a blindfold - this is where I disappear.   I got the last words scripted saved.   I'm not having this conversation with you.   I'm...   I'm not having this conversation.      Hope is a passenger.   Faith shot the messenger   just as his hand emerged waving to show you the score.   Smiling sinister -    break through your thin veneer,   wielding your bleached out prosthesis like so many bones.   And smiles long forgot   hauled away afterbirths.   Hand-wringer's local sits grinning 'cause they know the score.   Come down dizzy boy.   Heights will only destroy all the facts as shown.      Hold your breath.      360 blind spot - tell me why you like it here   with all the world takes away.   I'm not having this conversation with you.   I'm...   I'm not having this conversation.      Thinking that you're big.   You're small.      Not now. Not ever.   Now's not forever.   I'm not having this conversation with you.