I feel so powerless   I suffocate on emptiness   Im praying to be awoken    from this nightmare       So many things I'll never say   So many wounds that will never heal   Each breath is filled with overwhelming sorrow      In disbelief of how your life was stolen   In disbelief of what will never be   My only solace is knowing   That somehow your soul is finally free      So Im screaming into the sky   'cause it's my only way to say goodbye   And im still asking for an answer why   Why I never got the chance to say goodbye      This is my only way to say to you   That im sorry for letting you slip away   I never thought I would lose you forever   So now tell the world      So many emotions rush to the surface   but I keep asking myself why it had to end like this   why did it have to end like this?      In honor of your life I will live my life to the best that I can   And in your memory I wont take this life for granted ever again      To say goodbye....   To say goodbye....   To say goodbye....   To say goodbye....