I can't understand why my life   Would warrant discussion or gossip   My conquests and accomplishments are minimal   It's like some new false language   I can't understand   Maybe I wasn't really listening   You see I don't speak for the sake of speaking   I speak from the heart, my words reveal me   That's why I have nothing to say to you   It's amusing that you consider yourself   Some great reward...Oh,    so beautiful...So precious.....astounding   And if I caused you distress in your life   It's because I've deemed yours worthless   I think nothing of chewing you up   And spitting you out Because I consider you nothing.   Alive   I'm alive   I'm a lie   I am awake   I've awoken   I denounce you   I forgive you   I am reborn   You always said you'd be there   To pick me up when I fell down   Your out-stretched hand, enclosed in mine   And I took you right down   You knew some day I wouldn't be there   I knew I'd kick you in the ass   I just couldn't stand to see you disrespect yourself,   To destroy yourself,   and to destroy me with you.