Insecurity my one true friend   My symphony still my requiem   Tranquility still what I most hate   My philosophy breeds to spite your distaste      I who am I? What is this place?   Why am I here? Why am I here?      My oblivion stands my one true light   My repulsion has passed my heartaches a blast   My redemption my hell with which to reunite   My depression descends now I will arise      I will follow my hearse to my own funeral   I will rejoice in it's sadness   I will rejoice in my loved ones' tears   I will return back to my mother's womb   I will rejoice in it's silence   I will rejoice in it's darkness      I feel loneliness in a crowded room   My heaven's much like a desert dune   I cry out no-one hears tears God only knows   My emotional needs, how much my heart bleeds