I've forgotten my name   I'm sick and weak and fresh from sleep   I crawl from a crooked bed   With dirty feet and shaky hands   The numbers on the clock read   One-one-O-four A.M.   I've got time to clean myself   Then sell my soul again   When I sleep I dream   I dream I'm awake   Or was it when I'm awake   I dream I'm asleep?   I work, I shit, I eat, I sleep   I'm inspected by the number seven   This can't be my life   No this isn't me      I don't know what's beset this change   I barely recognize my own face   In my mind I know that something's not right   But in my heart I'm bathed in the golden light!   I'm bathed in the golden light!!   I'm bathed in the golden iight!!!      My eyelids still heavy, my pulse still faint   I'm puzzle peices, my memory's stained   I feel strength swell - a day dream   I'm shaking under this duality   My pulse is still faint   I hear a strange voice but don't know what it's saying      And in this moment   Seconds stop and I burst with clarity   A wealth of love and hate gone blank   For I finally remember my fucking name!      I eat rocks   And I breathe wind   I've been around the world and back again   I've lost the static   The gray is gone   I have the power of a million exploding suns      I am consumed by my might   Blinded in light as I would be in night   The void is holding me tight   It doesn't feel right      When will I ever break free   Within or without, I'm chained by the dream   The void is holding me tight   It doesn't feel right      When will I ever break free   Within or without, I'm chained by the dream   The void and the light are both me   It doesn't feel right      Bright lights flood my eyes   It's true   Now I realise   The perilous truth   Of a perilous life   By my own device   The strength of my high   Is the strength of my low   Unless there's no me   They both..   They both explode!