Janet said she wants to stay at home/   “I don’t want to die in a hospital alone, leave me with my cats, the roaches and the rats, I’d rather be here than treated like that”/   and the state can’t say death or don’t the best way to die is when you want/   hope sets in for a form of relief/   pain outweighs your religious beliefs and you know, this is not a sin/   I just want this hurt to end/   please, let my exit begin/   only money’s going to find you dignity/   when you’ve reached that point of declivity/   this may sound cowardly and vain but I wanna go before the pain/   I’m not sure how this boy will end but I’m hoping it’s in the arms of a friend and if luck is on my side/   I’ll roll over with my eyes/   I’ll be in you when I say goodbye/   so put the needle in my veins/   when you see me smile and strain/   if I can get it raised in my final days/   then I’ll proclaim, “I’m going this way, covered in sweat (lay me to rest) a kiss before death, I exit this mess”