When I think about her, I just get down.    Knowing that she doesn't want me around.    Maybe if she would try.    Things would work out.    But I know that it's useless to maintain this state of hopelessness cuz when i see her.. she said she's got better things too do.       Masturbations' left me alone.    I can't even talk to myself on the phone.    Maybe if she would try.    Things would work out.    But i know that it's useless to think that she'd love me    Cuz she is a stupid bitch an' she said she's got better guys to do.       My heads spinning around I can't think about it.    Maybe I'm someone she... she can't understand.