I've waited hours for this   I've made myself so sick   I wish I'd stayed asleep today   I never thought this day would end   I never thought tonight could ever be   This close to me      Just try to see in the dark   Just try to make it work   To feel the fear before you're here   I make the shapes come much too close   I pull my eyes out   Hold my breath   And wait until I shake...      But if I had your faith   Then I could make it safe and clean   If only I was sure   That my head on the door was a dream      I've waited hours for this   I've made myself so sick   I wish I'd stayed asleep today   I never thought this day would end   I never thought tonight could ever be   This close to me      But if I had your face   I could make it safe and clean   If only I was sure   That my head on the door was a dream