I’m the queen of catastrophe the faded spade card in your deck of hearts   Squint my eyes at the dealer he hesitates   I can’t let my secrets out keep a straight face and calm the noise   Of this debt-ridden hand, I’m trying not to fold   Trying not to fold…      Wrestling time   I consciously rewind the second hand   Try to find the hour…I’m alive   I realize, I’m alive      Always try to comprehend as the odds of fate, start to wage   Do the ides of change make me feel alive?   The voices are screaming out, it happens now   Don’t get weighed down, and fade away   Away…      Wrestling time   I consciously rewind the second hand   Try to find the hour…I’m alive   I realize, I’m alive      Ooh…I’ve got a story to tell   Ooh…I’ve got a story to tell you      You can put me in a box I’ll break through the window   Hold me down, I’ll fight for my life…I’m alive!      Wrestling time   I consciously rewind the second hand   Try to find the hour…I’m alive   I realize, I’m alive      Here I go, grow by the light   I realize, I’m alive, yeah!