Eight and a half years of confusion turns into a lifetime of torment.    Of replacing the unreplaceable. Of questioning the unquestionable.       My life without you will exhausted by the burden of this question and this question alone. (x2)      And I lay tortured by regret . Naked without your security. I reach out and grab hold of nothing but the delusion that maybe, one day, youll give me the awnsers that i search for. Naked without your touch, Smile, voice, and love.