Desperate so I go Halfway out the window-Still can't reach   Can't quite get the words right, 42nd re-write-you won't read   what is it you told me you were -so alive & so secure   did I piss on your parade, was I in your way?   What did you really want from me-you say I'm wrong I disagree   I taught you to run you ran away, much too far away   torching the bed we made      What about us, how could you leave   what about yesterday and all our silly dreams   what about us, what about me??      so tell me who took the place of me-is he what you thought I would be   does he drive a nicer car, or fuck like a porno star?   maybe I needed this somehow-Maybe I needed you around   I know someday this scar will fade, but it's not today   why did you go away??      stop you're making this a lonely war   stop now maybe we can talk before you leave I've gotta know   Please I've gotta know why our stories never end the same,    I can't play this stupid game with half my pieces on the floor   we were right before, before you let it go...