Checkmate       Keep trying to go forward    but the wind pushes me back    I try to change my ways    but I fall into old habits    Just when I think that i'm past that    I wake up with a sudden slap to my face    dealt by the cold hand of the realization    that I still wake up to thoughts of you       Has it been a year already?    Road less traveled, the ride was unsteady    and I'm thinking that I've been fooling myself    Has it been as bad as they say?    It's just a game to you, and I play    every time you set up the board       One-sided    blindsided    beauty is in the eye of the beholder    and I've been beholding you    for so long       Moving on to someone new    just trying to forget you