Never have to ask me more than once   I'm full time by choice   I have not slept through the opportunities you've missed      Sometimes I'm feelin' fine, but   All in a moment's time   It all changes and I long for better days   Then then I'll wait more time   For someone to cheer me up      You tell me I'm not enough   Well, what's new?   I guess I don't understand   Maybe that's God's plan   Because you won't accept me    For the way that I am      I, I don't wanna be here (don't wanna be here)   I, I don't wanna be here   With you      So now that I've been too honest   Do you wanna talk about us?   I say we stick to a plan   'Cause I'm tired of being inconsistent      You can stop lookin' at me that way   I'm pretty happy alone anyway   I don't need you to justify my life   And why I'm livin'      Next time I scream in the mirror   At least I'll see things clearer   I can only blame one person   For the mess that's been made      I will stand tall and through it all   I won't be too afraid to fall   And I'll try to leave you a glimmer   Of the hope that I'm feelin'   'Cause       I, I don't wanna be here (don't wanna be here)   I, I don't wanna be here   With you      Next time I scream in the mirror   I hope I'll see things clearer   It's time for me to enjoy   These things I have worked so hard for      Sorry, I'm on my way   I can't live this another day   I won't stop. My words, they came along   And linger in me      I, I don't wanna be here (don't wanna be here)   I, I don't wanna be here