I could get used to this   just pile everything up on me   in buring   knee deep and rising, rising      From a ripple to a tidal wave   three steps to an early grave   turned the key and walked away      Three words I lied to you   swear I tried for you   Message did not get through   I couldn't reach you now so      Go, go far away from here   I'm bruised and healing   I'm burned skin peeling   I'm the pain you're feeling today      An empty page, a deadlocked stare   Happy here knee deep in fear   Wish this room would disappear      Three words I lied to you   Swear I tried for you   Message did not get through   I couldn't reach you now so      go, go far away from here      I don't see you leaving   Don't see you walking out on me   You won't see me leaving   Won't see me losing everything