so many have penetrated this body    how can you say I'm not easy    sure my social skill set is shoddy    so is your personality    and I'm just sick enough to keep writing this song    and you're just thick enough to clap your hands and sing along    well I wish I may, I wish I might    rule the world one day as uncle aunti-socialite       'cause I dont believe in heroes, but I believe in friends    and I believe that optimism without cynicism is a sin    just let yourself have one quote unquote bad day    I dare you to have a feeling, they'll have you someday anyway    and what's so wrong with feminine boys?    sorry for the euphemism    there's a fun valley girl in this sad texas boy    and we don't need your sexorcism       I'm an indoor person and you can suck it    my idea of the great outdoors is a nice big patio    or a cigarette on a fire escape    an air-conditioned roadtrip down a well-paved interstate    and I throw words like love and hate    around like confetti, then I watch them dissipate       and I'm almost comfortable in my own skin    I've walked around in it for years without fitting in    I shouldnt have to suntan or highlight my hair    in order to feel beautiful if I don't really care    I'm always going all the way down, but I always find my way back up    I tend to choke on dicks and emotions, drink placebo potions, cry rivers and oceans       and I can sing my own damn lullaby    and if you want a happy song, then you can write your own    I love me, I hate me, I need to escape me    but more importantly I need for you to leave me the fuck alone       and thanks to those who loved me when i could not love myself    who embraced the raincloud above me    and dragged us both down off the shelf    i never dreamed that i would stay this long