Caught in the shadows   My head is spinning   Everything's moving around and around   And the people were betting   And the loser that's winning   Is the one who has dibs on my face in the ground      And I know, "Hey, Suck it up girl"   And I know, "It's perspective you lack"   But my list is red starfish and blue lizards' tails   And I mark one thing off and five more come right back      Well I like the concept of tight vacuum packed   Let's shove fifty pounds of shit into a fifty pound bag   So that keeps me chasing my tail all around   And most of the time it's just me being wagged      And I know I'm at the brow of my being   And I know it's hard to look down   And I'm probably as free as I ever will be   Still I choose to live like I'm gagging and bound      Well I wonder what it's like to walk around weightless   To jump for your heart and never come down   To know the potential of true human will   Without all of this gravity just dragging us down      And I know, one day we will wake up   And I know, and start to live as ourselves   And not let the cowards of history claim us   And stop pointing our fingers at everyone else