I wake up every morning to the sound of motors roaring    they are drowning out the voicesin my head    at night while I am sleeping I can hear the angels speaking but I can't recall a single thing they said    I see their lips move clearly I feel their presence near me    but each word they try to tell me just slips through the cracks    I push I strain I wrestle with my brain and then a voice from somewhere whispers to relax.      I'll say a word for sickness   she is my favorite mistress   yes she knows my body like no other can   my flesh and spirit keep colliding when her fingers are inside me   oh my god oh my god, lady   I'm your man   Fever flu malaria come near me    do not spare me    I just long to spend another night under attack   I wretch, I shake, I cry until I break    and then I feel something release and I relax      I've banged my head for days against the walls inside this maze    I've never been to good at this damn kind of thing    I'm in here with my father I'm just pacing but he's smarter    he's been bulding a fantastic set of wings   and like that I'm up and flying    with the labrynth behind me    but I go too high    the sun is melting through the wax   it burns it hurts I tumble to the earth and as I fall I feel myself relax.         Am I letting go? I think I'm letting go.    I must be letting go.   I've got to let it go. Let it go. Let it go. Let it go.      I wake up every morning    to the sound of motors roaring    they are drowning out the voices in my head    at night while I am sleeping I can hear the angels speaking but I can't recall a single thing they said    I see their lips move clearly I feel their presence near me    but each word they try to tell me just slips through the cracks    I push I strain I wrestle with my brain I wretch, I shake, I cry until I break    it burns it hurts I tumble to the earth and as I fall I feel myself relax.