I don’t wanna lose, so I won’t let myself play   It’s getting kinda crazy when this happens every day   And every time I’m walking down 7th Avenue   I take the other side, so I won’t lay my eyes on you      I think I’m gonna scream now   I think I’m gonna scream at the top of my…   Even though my lungs are clouded   I don’t wanna think about it   Think I’m gonna scream, but the scream won’t fly   And if you ask me how I feel tonight   I’m afraid I’m gonna have to lie   ‘fraid I’m gonna have to lie      And then a couple blocks away I start to choke on last week’s flu   I wonder what it is to have my cake and eat it too   Then I feel a little homeless when the wind begins to sigh   You opened up your arms and you asked me why in the hell can’t I      I think I’m gonna scream now   I think I’m gonna scream at the top of my…   Even though my lungs are clouded   I don’t wanna think about it   Think I’m gonna scream, but the scream won’t fly   And if you ask me how I feel tonight   I’m afraid I’m gonna have to lie   ‘fraid I’m gonna have to lie      I don’t wanna lose, so I won’t let myself play   Look, I’m stepping in a taxi, “take me out to JFK”      I think I’m gonna scream now   I think I’m gonna scream at the top of my…   Even though my lungs are clouded   I don’t wanna think about it   Think I’m gonna scream, but the scream won’t fly   And if you ask me how I feel tonight   I’m afraid I’m gonna have to lie   And if you ask me how I feel tonight   I’m afraid I’m gonna have to lie   ‘fraid I’m gonna have to lie