Oh   If these pills could, they would call my name   A quick end   Suicide becomes so persuasive and dramatic   A beautiful face that lays quietly beside me   And I’ll remember every fucking movement      I’ve lost control   And I’m losing control of who I am   Nothing seems to fit   These words fill a helpless length of time   They make no sense, but serve every fucking purpose   Into substance   Remember my face when I am gone      Oh, I’ve been dead before tonight (Tonight)   I’ve felt your grip of eternity (Eternity)   Your grip of reality (Reality)   Yeah      And I’ll remember every movement, and I’ll study it like an infection   Curse to your embrace   Into substance   Crushed by your bloody kiss      I’ve been dead before tonight (Tonight)   I've felt your grip of eternity   Together we sleep in an unmarked pine box   Oh   Oh, been dead before tonight   I’ve felt your grip of eternity   I still remember that first kiss, that first look, that first touch   And how it never made sense   You built me up just to be broken      I’ve, I’ve been dead before tonight (Tonight)   I’ve felt your grip of eternity (Eternity)   I’ve been reduced to a fucking substance   I’ve been reduced to a fucking substance