Half asleep when you start quizzing me,   I hear, I hear every other word and fill in my own.   Half the time, I can’t take you seriously.   The days double back and I’m living the same thing again and again and again.   Sometimes I think you want to leave me to see if you can deceive me.   I’ll tell you once, it’s not that hard.   I trust you like a friend should trust a friend.   I know it’s hard to believe this, but you were not my first kiss.   You’re saying you’ve been wanting to, so leave me.   C’mon leave me. High near the ceiling, I watched it all unfold.   I sat in the shower until the water ran cold over me.