A shield of rage upon me   Dead weight I cannot push it off   Felt your pain inside me   Trapping the thoughts in my mind       Strip away my dignity   Peel off my strength   Inside I am bleeding   And I just want my life back       Too swollen for healing   I push the fear down in   Today isn't a good day for rain anyway   And there are times and places for these things       Strip away my dignity   Peel off my strength   Inside I am bleeding   And I just want my life back       14, awkward, and broken   Normalcy out of my range   I will survive the days okay   But still feel I'm the one to blame       Strip away my dignity   Peel off my strength   Inside I am bleeding   And I just want my life back       Inside I am healing   And I will get my life back