I feel so tired and afraid of what is   These things they're in my dreams    And blinding my fears behind the walls that you put up on me   You locked my heart and threw away the key   These tears these fears are eating me   These tears these fears are killing me      I know these things are getting harder    You've always been there by my side   That's why these days are getting colder   I feel like I've died   I need you in my life      Behind the shadows of a world that once was   Inflicted by the signs and deepest of thoughts   If it's our destiny then why should I care   This grim reality I fear what's out there   When things fall apart that were never meant to be      There's secrets that you tell   Secrets that you keep