I tried to cover it.   So mother wouldn't see.   But instead the blood shown through.   And she could even feel me bleed.   I seen the look on her face.   When I told her the truth.   I felt such disgrace,   When I said 'Because of you'         People at school,   They tease and they mock.   But they don't relize,   The pain or the shock.         I should have spoke up.   You should have just stopped.   I've had quite enough.   My heart-beat has dropped.         If only you could see me lying here now.   Maybe you would have stopped.   And saved me somehow.   I never told you the truth.   I said only lies.   I should have screamed no.   when you asked 'Are you alright?'      The scars remind us.   Of when we were weak.   And how we had no one.   To stand up and speak.   You can only look back.   If you make it through.   I didn't have that.   I wish you knew.      I tried to cover it.   So mother wouldn't see.   But instead the blood shown through.   And she could even feel me bleed.   I seen the look on her face.   When I told her the truth.   I felt such disgrace,   When I said 'Because of you'      The pain and suffering,   Day by day.   The ache and hurt,   Never went away.   The scars remind us.   Of when we were weak.   And how we had no one.   To stand up and speak.   You can only look back.   If you make it through.   I didn't have that.      i want to stab life, and make it bleed.   alright, dp.