my only one   it's been just a few short days   but I can't stop the tears   or the lip-biting   touching myself   like you always used to do   catching a whiff of your lovely scent    on an old sweater    but here again, the sky is falling on me    and there's less reflected hope in the sun    it's just so hard, so hard to sleep and wake up    when your name keeps bouncing    and echoing at me off the walls    oh these damn days, these so long    so long lonley days   they keep on sending me   awful pictures   gotta just sleep in   pretend, pretend not to see   tomorrow at last   we'll go to the river   my only one   it's time to finish this   keep holding my snapshot   close to your heart   I am the water that once touches your rough hand   and lingers for all time a soft reminder