"you'll get it right.You will."   I tell myself that everyday.   "you don't need to latch on to anything.   you'll just end up back here   in your little limbo scene."   it's repititous and exhausting.   I might need some therapy;   anything to keep me in check through the day.      "don't think about your lover   you're already steady shaking."   I might need a sedative   But I hate the taste of medicine   "you just need to let her go"   These pills shaking in my hand   Just make me feel defeated   Like I'm not able to just let her go away      I hate this place but I love these chords   "an empty fate just means an even score"   And the pain this morning......   it filled my head   It's JAMESON.   It means that I'm not dead.      and I just can't seem to get away   There's no such thing as escape   Even with the sedatives   you're always in the same state   clutching to a limbo scene   you're never changing anything   you just stop the shaking   and it's constantly repeated through the days.