And i thought about this for a million years   Its not about me or my failures   And its so hard....when you're making it up   And its so hard...when you're making it up      She said that shes neurotically dead   Why cant i be in control with it all   And its cold inside      And im changing a bit in a thousand ways   Its something i need for my failures   And its so hard...when you're making it up   And its so hard...when you're making it up      She said that shes neurotically dead   Why cant i be in control with it all   And its cold inside here, and its cold when you think about it      Wont you be cold fine, you wont feel it   Wont you be cold fine, you wont feel it   Wont you be cold fine, you wont feel it   Wont you be cold fine      What you want to say you wont say at all   And what you want to do you wont do at all   And how you feel now you wont want to feel at all   And what you want to say you wont say at all      She said that shes neurotically dead   Why cant i be in control with it all   And its cold inside here, and its cold when you think about it      She said that shes neurotically dead   Why cant i be in control with it all   And its cold inside here, and its cold      Wont you be cold fine, you wont feel it   Wont you be cold fine, you wont feel it   Wont you be cold fine, you wont feel it   Wont you be cold fine, you wont feel it..PAIN