Keep pushing down this.   I can’t get out of my head.   You sugar coated feeling so force fed.   Lost and mindless.   I can’t get out of my head.   I am swallowed, sinking in.   I am tired of waiting, it’s over.   I am over this.   Still I am sinking.   I can’t get out of my head.   I get so heavy waiting for you.   Words and pictures that won’t go away.   Words you re-arranged.   I am tired of waiting, it’s over.   I am over this.   Tired of waiting.   I am waiting for this to begin, when it’s already over.   I am already gone.   You re-arranged me,    Tried me on for size.   Stumbling, I trip and still I wonder when you wore me, how did I feel?   Did I fit like her?