My ticks of time have been laid to rest,   focused on giving me nothing but the best   You are your own weapon infront of me,   you just think you're too proud to see   Slipping out of trouble when it's nothing but war,   leaving me to deal with the blood and the gore   It feels like you've left me for some ignorant man,   it's the perfect scheme for my own death plan      Falling   and   Stalling   and   hiding beneath life      Earning   and   Learning   and   proving the strife      Letting this all get right through me,   is how dumb you think I 'am   There's more to it then what you see      Are you always assaulting?   Is it always your turn?   Do you recover on all accounts?   Do you ever crash and burn?   Can I pretend like your nothing?   A senseless ghost?   Is there a way to turn this backwards?   For what you need most?      Falling   and   Stalling   and   hiding beneath life      Earning   and   Learning   and   proving the strife      Letting this all get right through me,   is how dumb you think I 'am   There's more to it then what you see      The lines across this page,   proves all my hidden rage   You'll find it when Im gone,   when Im out of your life,   being treated like a pawn   Fuck all your insults   Infact, fuck yourself   Worry about this,   I can treat my own health      Falling   and   Stalling   and   hiding beneath life      Earning   and   Learning   and   proving the strife      Dying   and   Trying   and   winning the race      Losing   and   Brusing   and   seeing the blood drip from my face      Breaking   and   Faking   and   creating a death plan so bloody well      Killing   and   Willing   and   joining your hell