Welcoming delusions (and) contempt for everything that you've become blurred corruption    your hearing fades to a dull tone    your vision cannot bear    the sight of your own flesh eating away at all your cancer    until there's nothing left everyday,    anyway to relieve your system of the disease getting it away   from your own deceit retribution,    the only solution carrying beyond salvation's grace    tested against time and reason    never face the result of your dreams    routine dreaming you wake up screaming   never a night goes by where I don't realize the trap you set for me    discrete impositions of cynical self abuse    never a mind more jaded    existing only by the skirts of their truth    brought me into your derelict   world delusions of gratitude and gain for all    we had to offer and still we end up this side of the blame