drifting on the ocean of darkness   the heart is freezing   the negative resentment flows in   many deaths pass through   accepted every pain   the thought goes in, it never stops   i have the only mission      exceeding every phenomenon   new ego is being made up   i sleep covered with black wings   until the time to fly comes      black flame of vengeance   swinging gently   falling into the deep darkness   something comes into my view      sewn eyelids with the eyeballs taken out   feel the fear of losing light   a stick penetrates into the peeled and exposed muscle   the ultimate pain destroys the brain   a flatiron is put on the skin and it smolders   smell the skin burning   the joints are broken off and the bones are crashed   the deep crash seduces you to a nightmare      god, you betrayed me! a forceless hypocrite   pray and cry, but you don't come down   just look down from the high place   on fainting away, i saw him sneering at me   you are not qualified to mention the salvage   a bystander      it is a guardian angel that came down responding to my cry   a great emissary of the king   i am going to fly with a sword in my hand   swearing vengeance on you for the next thousand years