I've tried to reach you on your telephone   But you're never home   And oh my god I'm so alone   my body's growing weaker   and I'm trembling to hear anything from you      I won't lie   This comes as a surprise   I never thought I'd be the one to say..      I don't know what you're doing   It feels like you have left again   I don't know what your wishing   I'm wishing I could live again      I'm f*cked up    From all these pills that make me still   while it would draw from you   But you're never home   and oh my god I'm so alone   my body's growing weaker   and I'm trembling to hear anything from you      I'll sing this song slow   I'll turn the clock back   understand that I can't comprehend