day in day out    i swallow your devotion    swallow and shine false gratitude    since my being, you,    my possessor, my supposed protector, my greatest love   have provided with not much more than a great deal   of nurture for this seed of abhorrence i call myself    your eyes narrate a story    of ignorance and carelessness    now as i watch you let the only one i care for fall    i crumble inside   no more    take your last breath    and meet the torment that is my life   with these actions you will become   my effigy   no more resistance, all is let loose    for this is a true act of passion and filth