maybe i didn't lie   if the girl's lips that were kissed   weren't kissed by lips that loved her      and not to make excuses   but sometimes the heat   makes me so irrational      i never lie   but if you leave me now   unfortunately sometimes   come home with me gets    confused with alright then i will.      all the shades are drawn   i left the air conditioner on.      i'll be dead soon    on the longest day in the afternoon    and this had everything to do with you.      maybe i'm one too   i tell lies to myself    when i'm all alone      and when i apologize    sometimes i can sound like   i'm someone else.      i never cry    but if you leave me now   unfortunately   sometimes standing up gets   confused with falling down.