Why does it always seem that you have got something else that you would much rather do than any of this stuff   so i contemplate what a change might bring cause i just can't concentrate on anything   now that i know you      and everybody says that you got something to prove   but i don't   i don't see it that way   so now you always act like you'd rather be used   but it's not   it's not the same thing      and if its all the same to you right now   could i tell you that i really just didn't know how   you'd probably believe me   and when you ask me what i'm staring at   well i have to turn away just to hold it back   and keep you guessing   keep you off the track      and everybody says you got nothing to loose   but i don't   i don't see it that way   so now you always act like you'd rather be used   but it's not   it's not the same thing   i had, i had      i'm sorry i don't mean to try and cling but i just can't concentrate on anything   not that i know you, you.