I get in from work at 2 a.m.   And sit down with a beer   turn on late night TV   And then wonder why I'm here   It's meaningless and trivial   And it washes over me   And once again I wonder   Is this all there is for me      Here I am again   Look at me again   Here I am again   On my own   Trying hard to see   What there is for me   Here I am again   On my own      Life seens so pathetic   I wish I could leave it all behind   This canvas chair, this bed,   These walls that fall in on my mind   Hold on for something better   That just drags you through the dirt   Do you just let go or carry on   And try to take the hurt      Here I am again   Look at me again   Here I am again   On my own   Trying hard to see   What there is for me   Here I am again      On my own