Where do I start? This thing's tearing us apart   Nothing is clear, where do we go from here?   No wonder in sight, not even the blackest night   So where do I start?   It only remains to empty this heart   Everything that I came to trust slipped away   I resisted the call to arms, feet of clay      Now when I sleep, I reach for the book I keep   In my hour of need   I turn to the pages no-one will read   Everything that I came to trust slipped away   I live through this a thousand times every day      All the time that i'm held in suspension   And unable to make myself heard   I can't hold back the tide of erosion   And the vision that haunts me is blurred      Been as cold as I can since who knows when   Would that I could feel now as I did then   Get in out of the light, avoid the glare   Lost and out on a limb, miles from anywhere      All the time that i'm held in suspension   And unable to make myself heard   I can't hold back the tide of erosion   And the vision that haunts me is blurred      Everything that I came to trust slipped away   I resisted the call to arms, feet of clay   Everything that I came to trust slipped away   I live through this a thousand times every day