i trick myself as i say the words   words could tear a thousand hearts   instead of gold it seems to blow up walls   walls are all cut up on my part?      and it kills me when i see   whats been done, whats been done because of me      i cant hide from all the words i say   maybe some day out of the blue   ill become the man i thought i was   i may be just a boy in the eyes of you      and it kills me when i see   whats been done, whats been done because of me