I divide my age by four to understand what I am   Where's the source of all this suffering ?   Then I add sixty-five years to see what I became   Has all this really a meaning ?   Cause I'll never find a friend among the creatures    That lives in the river of life, I'm drowning   I came because the sky was blue but the water is cloudy and cold      How the fuck would I speak my mind if I must hold my breath ?   I wonder how you can keep complaining   There's no water in your lungs and I am almost deaf   There are too many voices in the river of life, I'm drowning   I came on to wash my face and my soul but the water is dirty and green      Never learned to swim, I don't want to stay naked before you   I don't want to swim naked in the river of life, I'm drowning   I came on that summer day now the water is fragrant and red