My eyes are closed   I feel alone   there is something   inside me   dripping and screaming      how can I feel love   when love was something   I never had?      talk to me-do you know   me, and who I am   I am your flesh,   remember me      tell me who I am,   and I will tell you   what is behind that   door; there is a child   who is waiting for you   No one to touch   no one to hold   I am alone, fighting   against this disease   I lost my eyes   I lost my head   I lost my flesh and   my heart   -who made me? you made me   I lost my blood   I lost my love   I lost my feelings, and   I am losing my mind      The child's blood was made   by you, do not blame him   the killing were made by you,   do not blame him      Closed my eyes, left me   alone-remember   A drug composed with   the things that you do   drowning in words, though   they never came through