All these times I wanted answers   Never seem to comprehend   This pain, this sickness down inside me   Nothing left for me to mend   Pull the chamber out, it's loaded   Point your finger towards my head   Now or never it's official   What once alive is now but dead      And i never thought to see   Or reckon better things to be   I think I lost out this time!   But will i stand and face  the truth   Emotions built inside of you   I know I lost out this time!      Cant ever seem to beeeee   The way i want to seeee   Inapprehensivelyyyyy   Goodbyeeeeee!!!!      Now I stare outside my window   There I'm gone yet nothing more   Seems to be all hope had left me   Left me empty to the core   Looking back my life has brought me   Pain and suffering all the most   And to deal my tragic ending   I left me faced down on the floor      But now i never think to see   Or reckon better things to be   I think I lost out this time!   And never stand and face  the truth   Emotions built inside of you   I know I lost out this time!      Cant ever seem to beeeee   The way i want to seeee   Inapprehensivelyyyyy   Goodbyeeeeee!!!!