I can feel the pain in my eyes   As it all comes back to me   You wanted me to be like you   I can't stomach the things that you say to me   All the times I wanted to run free   You held me down from all my hopes and dreams      You were there and now you're gone   Leaving me shifting through the dark alone   Losing everything and falling down      (chorus)   Cause I live to feel something real inside   I'll find a way to believe in me and I'll go onin my own way   I need this to let me walk in the light of the one I see      All this sorrow fills my life   And I can't hold on   Still I try to fight   So I leave myself on your side   To believe to walk in your line of sight   And I still fall down