What was I thinking?   About a year ago..   Such bright spotlights,   How quick these lights can go..   I tried to bring back everything,   That I was thinking down I-5.      Take me back to the place where I had my head on   If only I could find my courage from Hollywood.   Take me to a mind frame that made me who I am,   Made me who I am..   My courage from Hollywood      How it trickles down   This sense of urgency   And I feel the need   To break down completely   But both feet..   They seem to move again.   Both feet move oh so carefully   "I could be everything you need"   I need the pressure to be this   Be the one that's open.      The scent of inspiration,   I would let it fade.   Let it fade..   And I won't ever suffer like this again.   Not like this again..